hi mayabee! it's exhausting isn't it? the hope when they work recovery, the sadness when it falls apart, again...
i know i get pretty worn out. how tired of it must they be? ya know?
i've been needing to look 'out' of the whole addiction arena - out where the world is, out where other people i love have been patiently waiting for me, out where i can do fun things, out of his problems, out of my obsessive mind (pun intended!) and make the problems addiction creates less damaging by being 'out' of it as much as possible.....
rambling.