After many dysfunctional relationships, my last bf was just 9 months before I realized he is an alcoholic and that I needed to leave now before it progressed. I don't want my two daughters growing up never knowing what it is like to have a healthy relationship. Already my 12 yr old expressed to me the other day that "she doesnt know how to relate to boys"....
I want the cycle to stop here, with me. I have to accept that I am the martyr for what my parents put me through, for what I am willing to put my own children through....