lost it again
day 3 and done it again, started drinking this afo.
would of been fine if I kept of the phone and finding out my bro and daughter is at my sisters. then I phoned my mum and she said he was out, she lied to me. Been doing this for so long and its not a excuse to drink.
what it is not having that family that I can call and see how people are and what we can do. No my mum through it back at me and said I lied why did I ask about my brother and then tell her what was going on. as allways she will lie about what is going on within the family.
I have no clue to what to do or feel, my daughter has been saying for months or more she doestnt want to know my family but ive been trying to keep it together.
why the heck did she lie to me? my sister told me that he was there. never mind im going to be the bad person again which no one will tell me anything whats going on. hey maybe they are right.