I am doing well. I took the time to read most of these posts a couple times. I called my sponsor and we had breakfast Saturday morning. When I take the time to look at the issues that had me thinking about drinking I realized that they were all MY issues. Instead of being thankful for what I have in my life I started looking at just the negatives. I know it happens and I try not to beat myself up about it but I took some time to look at where I am in my life and I am so very thankful. Sometimes I forget!!
Those thoughts of drinking were just me saying "I will show them". Someone on here said I needed a little kick in the arse! Very true.
Thanks again...