Phew thanks but I don't know man. Thanks. I had a correspondence with my mother anyway.
Same old crap "oh hey, yeah I'm gonna sort out that money for you next week, sorry for the delay"
Sorry for the delay? It's been 4 years! Of lies, deception, manipulation, gas-lighitng. I ended up on the street, my life was in danger.
I've been dependent on charity and if it wasn't for an extended family member I'd be probably dead. I just lit on her, FU all that… It was automatic.
I feel bad now but "sorry for the delay"? I don't even want that money now. Me giving her that money was all about trust, it was supposed to be the start of something beautiful…