Hey Dee.
Oh man, I know its not my fight its just a backdrop to my circumstance. I'm putting it out there for the therapeutic aspect if nothing else. I wouldn't say things are chaotic right now, just stale.
As far as atmosphere goes, it's not too bad just all that stuff bubbling beneath the surface on top of my own hopes, fears and problems its not great either. I'm worried man!
Bigtime…
I know there no point, "Worrying is praying to the devil, worrying is betting against yourself" as Terence Mckenna said, I thought it was Alan Watts:
Terence Mckenna - Worry is preposterous - YouTube
(First time I've heard that one. Gee thanks Terence, maybe I need some of what you were smoking but I have been thinking about that quote a bit lately wherever I read it.)