Hi Courage... yeah. I'm very experienced in the academic process, and I am sure that I am sometimes the hated reviewer. Just an emotional thing today, but it's also good. I know that that study could have been done much better, and it was because of my drinking and lack of discipline/responsibility. I think I'm particularly sad/pissed at this because I know the potential in this work... anyhow, won't make me cry right here.
It's one of those things I feel incredibly guilty about the past... and one of those things all you AA'ers will tell me to correct. I did. I never worked the steps formally, but I feel this is something like step 10?
Thanks, again.