is it ever going to stop? Will I ever be able to be one of those people that can just get a little tipsy instead of entirely trashed,
Probably not. If you're at all like me, you can't have just one or two. We aren't wired the same as most people. We can't drink just a little, it's all or nothing.
There is a way it can stop. If you put the bottle down for good and never touch it again. I can guarantee you it won't happen again if you don't drink again. And living sober isn't boring as many believe.
Welcome to the family!