well long and interesting story. yea driving you moms car, lucky you did not kill any one, you would be doing prison time for something you have no memory of.
i would say you can never touch alcohol again. i learned that i went sober for almost 2 years and tried to have a drink or two, yea it started as that then went back to the way i was. so forget it. your an alcoholic just admit it and say it.