Hi Jamie!
I got tired of blacking out, too. I got so tired of it that I decided to stop risking any more blackout-damage and quit drinking. That was 51 days ago and my only regret is that I didn't quit sooner! I love waking up in the morning with no regrets, no anxiety over what I did the night before, no panic over how to go about doing damage control.
You deserve a life free of those regrets too, Jamie.