Hi frosty, I can relate, I'm 29 and have two small kids. Except I don't go out I stay home and drink. There have been times where I hve blacked out and cannot recall what I said or did. It's become pretty scary. I'm starting over again today, nursing a wicked hangover and guilt for scaring my husband last night. But I have definitely decided that this is my last day 1. We can do this!