Originally Posted by freetosmile

And if you think that they don't know what they are doing, you are dead wrong. Mine actually admitted that he WAS abusive and knew exactly what he was doing. They know...believe me they know. And they will do anything to keep you low and feeling bad about yourself. They make you question yourself constantly, doubt your instincts, hate what you've become, blame yourself for THEIR behavior...ugh....makes me nauseous just thinking about it.