Thank you for your concern. I am also scared. But I don't want to leave him, I don't think that I can. I am too ashamed and embarrassed that I jumped into this marriage and its only been a little over a year. I want to give him a chance to get better, I want him to be the loving man I know he can be. I'm so lost and heart broken but I don't want to leave him. I'm afraid that I will be alone forever.