The implied "plan" that this site is dotted with is probably what keeps me here. Heard at a meeting "It wasn't my Drunk bottoms that got me sober--it was the bottoms I had while just not drinking". I believe that having gone through some stuff recently and realize the tough choices have to be made w/out option C (eff-it, I'm outta here). I can't go anywhere with option C on deck so I gotta really look at what I'm wanting to run from and plan accordingly. You can do it if I can.