Welcome, Smilax! You've found a great place to get support and just hang out.
What are you doing to fill your days now? Most of us do better with some structure and activity. Alcohol fuels depression and anxiety, and at least for me, so does a long day with nothing to do. There's lots to read here. How about trying another therapist and developing a plan? Giving up the drink is the first step. Next is taking some action.
So glad you're here!