Thank you all! You all have great points and wisdom. Yes, I probably was drunk-very stupid! And yes I agree that in the back of your mind, there is something that prevents you from telling people so that you can drink down the road. Also, I'm somewhat ashamed to tell people I can't control my drinking so I have to completely abstain. Well now I know in the future 3 weeks is still too soon! I even thought Bout canceling today so that I wouldn't be tempted but didn't want to be rude...