I don't count days, but I knew it had been awhile so I went and checked, and February 5th will be 4 months for me.
I read the post i made when I came back seeking help, and OMG what a difference. things are not perfect, things are not easy. But I look back on that post, and I can feel how I felt that day.
No matter how hard I think my day is, how bored I am, or how much I think I can have one drink again... it is 1,000 times better than that hell I was in.
I won't check my time again until the end of next summer, because at a year sober I am going to start drinking again. KIDDING! At a year I am going to open myself up to relationships. For now I am just working on myself and that is fine.
Thank you friends, I would never had made it without you guys supporting me, and all of us seeking the path we deserve to be on.
