where to begin I'm about to turn 32 and I've been addicted to crystal meth for 12 years on and off and I'm so sick of it I'm so tired I need to help I just don't know where to turn I don't have insurance don't have a job about to lose everything my boyfriend is done he's tired I feel alone I feel defeated I don't know what to do somebody shed some light into this messed up situation leading me to the core I am beyond tired