I do have many stressor in my life, but nothing seriously terminal. My son moved to Tennessee and daughter (professional student) getting married here in a few months. Just got over negotiating a land contract between siblings. I have a great job. Make good money. I should be happy. I think the longest I have gone with out drinking in 26 days and I felt nothing, just a big nothing and wanted to do nothing...
Thanks Soberleigh, I will try to be kind to myself, i like that advice...