Well I'm sad to say but I let this hit me hard and I had a relapse. I used and got drunk for about a month and a half. Started to spiral out of control again but found a way to pull out of it.
I'm now one month clean and sober. I'm also hitting up a bunch of meetings every week and man do they help. I was really happy they welcomed me back into the rooms with open arms.
This time around I'm 100% clean and plan on sticking with it until the day I die.... now that im clean I plan on that being a long time away.