I dropped some of his bills off at his office today. When I spoke to him on the phone earlier I could detect what sounded like a slight slur and at least one sentence that didn't make sense. I hate second guessing and know I need to trust my gut, but when I saw him at the office he seemed fine.
Other than that, it was just awkward. Those of you who have separated, do you have that awkwardness when you see each other? It's like we are grasping to find things to say and I'm trying my darnedest to wrap it up short and simple so I can get out of there or off the phone. Everything seems so strange, undone, and unfamiliar. I'm not sure how I really feel about it all.