Welcome mspguy
There's no end of support here
I recommend joining our Class of January support thread and posting at least daily - there's support there 24 hours a day.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...rt-2-a-17.html
Not sure where you stand on recovery groups like AA etc... but if you're hiding a drinking problem from loved ones, I agree you probably need more than just a hobby to stay sober - some real life support might be just the ticket?
There's many different approaches and methods of recovery around - here's some links to some of the main players, including but not limited to AA:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
I recommend you visit the
Secular Connections forum if you think you may benefit from a non 12 step approach.
Glad to have you aboard
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