FTS, thanks for the encouragement. I was honestly starting to get anxious about seeing him at the game tomorrow night knowing he is wanting to try anything to come home and get his foot in the door. But then I relived in my mind the scenario he created Valentines Day last year and I'm not in the same place I was in last year, I've changed. Thank you God for helping me to make the changes I've made so far and I know I'm far from a finished product. I just pray for strength. Impurrfect made a comment on another post that has helped my resolve too.