Yes, I am going to file for divorce after I get my tax return. So much damage has happened and there is no way I could ever trust that man again. I thought he was a good person but he is a very sick individual. My family members never saw what I saw in him.
Besides, he does not want to work things out...he still blames me for most everything. He has alot of anger inside. I don't think he can love anyone right now until he can begin to love himself.
It's hard not to think about him and the good times but there were more bad times b/c of his poor decision making/choices.
I feel bad for our young kids b/c they deserve so much more. My AH's father was a deadbeat dad and I just hope that for the children's sake he can clean up and be in their lives in a positive way one day. B/c now I believe I am going to file for sole custody until I see some improvement in him.
**Prayers Please**