I tried to quit 2 years ago and went back after 9 months sober. The drinking only got worse and now I'm back again but now I'm being more honest and telling people.
I'm an alcoholic and can't ever drink again.
On Day 14 and sad and scared of who I became because no matter how "high functioning I was" and I run a group of almost 100 people - my liver didn't care and is now damaged. I would like to see my children graduate and would like the opportunity to retire. Do this for you - who cares if you can hide it from others.