I often remind myself that God won't
give my anymore than I can handle
even if it gets rough. The most important
thing to remember is that He wants me
to remain sober doing whatever I need
to do.
I also have to remember that whatever
He wants me to have, it will come in His
time and not mine as much as I would
cry, whin, pout, throw tantrums.
And believe me I have gone thru many
situation thru out my recovery but still
continue to turn it over to Him.
You may not know or believe He hears
your cries for help or despair, but He
does.
There are many things in our life that
may not seem fair. However the most
important thing is for us to do what is
right. To keep our side of the street clean.
To be kind, caring, understanding etc.
for ourselves.
As I continue on my path in recovery
sharing my own ESH - experiences,
strengths and hopes with others then
I believe I will be taken care of. It may
not always be what I want, but I have
to believe it is what He wants for me,
which is better.
Stay on course with your recovery,
learning, changing, growing into the
person you are meant to me.
Kind, loving, considerate, caring,
sober and good things will come to
you.
