Thers AWAYS hope.
However, to get out from under all the crap is Gona require more than words.
I'm guessing ya probably have some experience of what just words have done.
There's going to need to be action.action on changing you and your thinking. And not just one day of it.
And as Carl and scot have said, ya gotta be willing to do whatever it takes
A question for ya:
How many times have ya stopped drinking for your Wife and/ or daughter,mfor your job, or for something other than for you?
If like a lot of us, quite a few and it didn't work.
So do it for you!
Are you positive there are no AA meetings near you?
There are meetings online.
Yes there is hop,but YOU have to get into action.
So get into action because youre worth it.