Originally Posted by
sup3r1or 
Im not new here. I have been here before many times.
But you don't stick around. For people who cite SR as helping them get and stay sober, they use it. A lot. Maybe if you did, you'd have some success.
You asked it there is hope for you. There is hope is there is commitment to getting sober and acceptance that you can never drink again. So let me ask you, is there commitment? Acceptance of your alcoholism?
If yes, then there is hope.