Hello. After about 6 years of embarrassing drinking, I really want to quit. I can't drink like a normal person. Over the past several years I wind up sending ridiculous or sometimes hateful text messages or just making up crazy stories. I have a huge amount of guilt and anxiety every morning. I'm always fighting off a hangover. And so remorseful over how I've acted not to fathom the amount of money I blow through. Does anyone else ever feel trapped in this cycle?