Thank you, leharris111 and ScottfromWI. It sucks doesn't it??? I know I have a problem, but so many of my friends are "normal" and laugh it off...which part of me appreciates, but the only friends I have who are really "in trouble" are heroin addicts with lots of money who will never really get better, so I can't really relate to them, but I'll keep trying...anyway, thanks for your help. I'll be around.