1st sober New Years
Today is my fourth day sober.
It will be my first New Years sober since I can't remember when. I think since I was 18.The evening is just beginning and have decided to avoid friend, clubs, or any form of socializing to avoid having a drink.
I have kept myself busy all day exercising, house chores but have felt lost all day as usually I am planing a party or getting ready for a night out.
I have worried about this night all week and here it is.
I have asked God to help me today, today is the hardest day it seems.
It will be the strangest thing waking up tomorrow with no hangover or phone calls talking about the night before.
Friends are calling waiting for a reply if am going out tonight.
I really don't know what I am going to do at home. Reading everyone's posts seems to help , I am really thankful I came across this app SR.