Congratulations on 10 days. It usually gets a bit easier with time. At any time the thinking can switch to: it wasn’t that bad, I can have one, I’ll only drink one glass and on and on.
This ailment is deadly and best held as a #1 priority for continued sane living.
This is a disease we alcoholics have for life, like it or not often referred as powerful, cunning, insidious and baffling with good reason.
Read some posts about people and their first meetings and the majority are quite positive once we can get beyond our self centered fear.
There is a lot of helpful sober people here that have lifesaving suggesting, many are fellowship members.
BE WELL