Hey Suzie
Well done on day 10. It's a fantastic feeling waking up to another sober day.
I feel the same as you - I'm very upbeat & determined that this time I'm going to do this.......but also worried in the back of my mind that a few months down the line - I'll end up relapsing ....
I spoke with my Dr about it yesterday - she said that it's important to have some kind of plan for moving forward and some sort of support network around you.
I've been checking into SR everyday aswell and reading some recovery books.
My Dr has referred me to the local Alcohol Support Centre aswell for local support.
Plenty of people have kicked this though with SR. Keep coming back everyday, they support here is the best.
Big hugs
xx