Originally Posted by
BeBetterforkids 
I struggle with wanting to quit and saying it out loud to people
I don't think saying it out loud is really necessary. What's important is saying it to yourself and meaning it. And accepting the problem. Once you've done that you can make a plan to live sober every day. For some that does involve going to meetings and announcing your addiction, but that is only ONE way of going about it. There are many others.
Congrats on doing well to tonight, don't be afraid to come here as often as you need to in order to get through today.