But I've been struggling with thoughts of drinking since Christmas. So many family things on with people drinking and it's been my every waking thought. How nice it would be if I were "normal" I'm sober just 6 months and thought I had this.
I'm over emotional, scared because I'm 5 months pregnant and feel a bit disconnected from everyone.
I won't put my baby in jeopardy or myself but I'm just so sad I feel like this. Disappointed in myself because of my thoughts.
Just needed to write this down.
Sorry for the glum post
