They're coming to spend the day on Saturday
Out of a sudden I'm feeling vulnerable, stressed out, anxious, angry.
Maybe it's all in my mind, but I feel like I'm going to be scrutinized, judged, criticized, and gossiped about while they're here and for the next 17 months after they leave...
I know it shouldn't bother me. It's my social anxiety creeping in. And my 0 self-esteem.
I don't want to drink, drinking won't solve anything. But I don't know how to survive the next 36 hours either...I just want to crawl in bed and hide.
ps I can't cancel. Plane tickets and everything are booked. No way out of this.