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Old 12-20-2014, 02:54 PM
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lily1122
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Location: New York
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I don't want him to drink but I would rather that then him leaving and going to use again. He no longer is on methadone and we talked about him going to a rehab center, he says he should of gone and didn't have answer when I asked him why he didn't.
I asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital ( they have a rehab center there) and he said if he doesn't feel any better tomorrow we can go.
He said its hard for him to breath especially when he walks around or gets upset over what hes done to himself and to me .

Anvil ~ I had no idea he was planning on shooting the methadone up. I told him he isn't aloud to do that again. I don't want him drinking either but he says it helps him and I would rather him do this until he feels better then getting so bad he wants to use again.
My home isn't a detox center and I never claimed to be a specialist on this subject. I am far from it, I have no idea what he is going through.
All I can do is help him and at least here hes safe and not on the streets. I want him to get professional help and we talked about it and he agreed to see how he felt tomorrow.
As far as staying here 24/7 I cant do that. I have to go to work where he will be left alone. If he leaves then its on him. He could of left any time and he hasn't.

Why do I feel like people are after me? People on here saying I am doing the wrong thing. My mom is not being supportive at all and is making me feel bad for trying to help him. All I want to do right now is cry.
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