Peaceful....hoping it lasts!
Today has just been...peaceful.
After the emotional roller coaster that I was on last night, which really scared me when I realized I couldn't control the endless sobbing, I was afraid I wasn't doing as well as I thought.
But this morning, today, and this evening so far.... a sense of calm and peace.
I hope I can stay here. This place isn't so bad. Still sad over it all, but it's ok at this moment.
Amazing how I'm starting to truly see the correlation between having contact with him vs. not having contact. Every time that he's sent me a text, I've ended up an emotional wreck. Days that I don't hear from him.... so much calmer and clearer in my thinking.
Realizing just how vitally important no contact is for your mental health during a break up. You guys know what you're talking about when you say that no contact is the way to go.