I just want to celebrate a "ME" moment cause it feels good. First of all, I am thankful for SR and all of you who provide comfort and harsh truths. They help! I made the mistake of talking to xah and he strung me along for about a week or so emotionally. I get it now. I am jumping off this roller coaster because I feel so much better about me when I'm not identifying myself through or by him. I started smoking again and now I'm done with that too! I'm just ready to enjoy tonight with my girls and relish in my Ah ha moment extended.