Thank you so much guys.
I am going to try asking the glowing, intimidating lady. I think she scares me because I know she is about work. She stands out to me. Not in a bad way, in a way I have no words for.
There's not a whole lot of options out here in the country. If this doesn't work I might head 30 minutes in the other direction. Try some other meetings.
I AM going to continue working on myself. I am thankful I have you guys and a lot knowledge in a little time. I have learned so much about myself and substance abuse already, if I were to drink now, omg...just the thought of the mental state I would be in.
Jennifer