Resentments
I'll keep this short and sweet. It was suggested to me to skip the AA meeting and go to my sponsors and make cookies. Cookies aren't going to keep me sober. I was also told how she doesn't wish to speak about AA cuz that's all everyone talks about.
Red flags, she fed my AV nice and I am actively trying to find a new sponsor. I asked someone, who could have just said no, but she actually became irate about it. Which made me cry on my way home. And made me wAnt to drink. I am calmed down for now. I called someone else and she may be working, but at least I left a message. She was recommended to me a while back but I found her, angelic in a way and intimidating. I swear she glows. It's scary. A sign maybe? Keep your fingers crossed for me. I need this.
Jennifer