You might recall that in oct I had to have my 16 yr old dog put down and I was and am heartbroken.
Tonight I came home to my remaining dog, my 12 yr old sweet girl, unconscious.
Rushed her to the ER vet. She had had a hemorrhage and was barely breathing. There was nothing to do. Had to have her put down.
I am utterly devastated.
My kids loved these dogs like family and the dogs were the kindest and sweetest dogs ever.
My girls were able to say goodbye bc they were at the vet with me and both were heartbroken. Saying things like please can we make X (our dog) better and why does she have to leave us too.
XAH and I got this dog we had to lay to rest tonight, 12 yrs ago around this time.
I guess it's fitting that as my divorce finally comes to a close, the pets we had together also left us. I dont know. Trying to make sense of it but it's not working.
My kids have experienced so much loss and hurt and this loss after our other dogs death barely 2 months ago, is just too much to take.