I have tried to add stuff like reading and meditation, but it just seems like I work all the time trying to get bills paid. Everyone is like "You should go for a walk!" or do this and that, but after work I am just too tired or nothing seems interesting. People are like you should get a different job, but I have bills and a family. So I am just venting to cope. I don't vent like this in real life because no one around me deserves to be miserable. Finding it hard to cope that this is probably all there is.