Originally Posted by
DarkDespair 
Hi folks...
I don't even know where to start. Right now, I'm emotionally and mentally crashed. Still drinking, and now it is every day because of symptoms of withdrawal (horrible nightmares and night sweats). The last time I went without a drink for longer than 2 days was probably a couple of weeks ago. I recently moved to a new town to try to study at university (I'm 23 years of age right now), and it has been going downhill ever since. Missing classes, generally not caring about anything, waking up in the afternoon and all the rest of it. I honestly can't believe what a desaster I have made of myself and my life. This is such a horrible drug. I do want to quit and live a sober and happy life once again, but I don't really know how to do it. I'm from Germany, by the way. I'm sorry to be bladdering away, but I don't know what to do.
Thanks for reading this anyway!
It is a horrible drug more reasons to keep going to try and quit.
alcohol made a complete mess of my life just in 5 years,
I was a professional athlete, and ended up homeless for peroids because of this messed up legal drug.
I am lucky i am fighting back and have a partner and child who are there every step and I am not going to ruin it.
U can do it, get support and make a plan. Keep at it buddy and good luck.