I messed up
I made it 48 hours. I got anxious and frustrated and picked up a 375 ml vodka on the way home from the grocery store last night. I don't think I prepared myself for how strong the cravings would be. So here I am..again. I don't even know what to say. Its like I lack any will power at all. For the next 2 days I will have no opportunity to get any...I guess I just need to prepare myself more. I let myself down...when I felt so strong in the beginning.