Originally Posted by
Carlotta 
How long can you keep on walking on eggshells? especially since you are in early sobriety yourself.
You must be so exhausted.
It is not a way to live
. You do deserve to be happy, confident and free to be you.
Ps: I have walked in your shoes.
Yes, it has been exhausting. I find myself sleeping more than usual and somewhat depressed. The paradox of this all is that as a result of what happened on Saturday, I have been given a breath of fresh air (not having to be around drinking and his behavior being better.)