Tomorrow I think I'll contact my doctor, unless it goes so well that it doesn't seem necessary. But I doubt that. I'll see. But today I was awake every once in a while, thinking about how I can't go on like this. I'll die from alcohol-related disease if I keep drinking. I want to be healthy and happy.
That is exactly how I felt every single day that I would drink...hang in there the first few weeks can be rough. Just remember you that you want to be healthy and happy and drinking brings you the opposite, sick and miserable.