Wow, ok. I did not remember posting that. But I'm happy I did. Today I spent the whole day in bed and will crawl back into it after this post. I just can't take the day today. Huge hangover and beginning withdrawal. But... no drinking. And since I'm going to sleep again in a moment, today will be a successful day sober.
Tomorrow I think I'll contact my doctor, unless it goes so well that it doesn't seem necessary. But I doubt that. I'll see. But today I was awake every once in a while, thinking about how I can't go on like this. I'll die from alcohol-related disease if I keep drinking. I want to be healthy and happy.