Hi! I'm on day 2.
My nightly binge drinking has gotten me into trouble too, I don't even know how it slipped past me into being a serious problem. Like you i get bored at night and start drinking wine, but excessively :/ to the point of black out. Lately I've been becoming verbally abusive to my boyfriend who I adore. He filmed me blackout the other night and it was horrid! (Think dead eyed zombie girl) Then he broke up with me. Damn.
That's not the only thing that happened either, was missing class and work and everything was on a general decline, all due to my drinking.
As horrible as that was, I knew i had to get a grip on my life with or without him. So I drank one more night, and now I'm on day 2 sober.
But he came back last night as long as I promise to do my best, for him and myself. Which I said no problem to.
Maybe go to AA, I found that helped me a ton, it'll also give you something to do in the evenings and you can meet some new friends too.