Man...have I been in that situation many times...I feel for you!
But the good thing is you're sober now and you came back here! I only have a couple of days myself, so I'm about where you are.
Like you, I can go a week or so, then I feel so good that I don't see what harm a few could do. Quite a lot of harm, as it turns out...
Stay strong, you'll get through this, and hopefully we'll eventually learn that there's not a question of controlling, it's a question of giving it up for good!
Hope you'll stick around!